Sunday, August 16, 2009
♥ dilema again
hmmm..yesterday i really did not turn up to my fellow friend farewell party..
most of my classmate did show up n his farewell party included that fellow..@@
i thinking..my decision to not turn up in his farewell party is it correct?
if i feel that my decision is correct..then why i feel abit sad when i saw their pictures...
i been very long time ago did not join my friend gathering..the main reason not because i got to accompany my bf or my family but is to avoid this ''fellow'' and i know that she had probably spread all the rumours in front of them..hmmm..so if i join this gathering..i would be lonely as well..
but i really miss my friends and my classmate..hmmm...
such a dilema..should i because of her..i let go all my 5A1 friends???
since she is just a stranger in my life..then why am i so afraid to join my class gathering???
why should i let her to spread all the rumours and let my friends believe on what she say??
hmmm..i have no idea..i think if some day..there is one gathering that is without..i would probably attend..I SWEAR!!!!
p/s i have no idea why i so hate YOU..whatever what i want to do..YOU sure object it but now YOU YOURSELF do it EVERYTHINH...you really such a fucker..telling people i'm the one who acting cute..i think YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ACTING CUTE LOR..
sorry for pissed off..hmmm..
next sunday i must go out enjoy with my NOOB GANG..^^..i'm so glad that when all of my friend forgone me but you all still willing to by my side..hmmm..appreciate it..
most of my classmate did show up n his farewell party included that fellow..@@
i thinking..my decision to not turn up in his farewell party is it correct?
if i feel that my decision is correct..then why i feel abit sad when i saw their pictures...
i been very long time ago did not join my friend gathering..the main reason not because i got to accompany my bf or my family but is to avoid this ''fellow'' and i know that she had probably spread all the rumours in front of them..hmmm..so if i join this gathering..i would be lonely as well..
but i really miss my friends and my classmate..hmmm...
such a dilema..should i because of her..i let go all my 5A1 friends???
since she is just a stranger in my life..then why am i so afraid to join my class gathering???
why should i let her to spread all the rumours and let my friends believe on what she say??
hmmm..i have no idea..i think if some day..there is one gathering that is without..i would probably attend..I SWEAR!!!!
p/s i have no idea why i so hate YOU..whatever what i want to do..YOU sure object it but now YOU YOURSELF do it EVERYTHINH...you really such a fucker..telling people i'm the one who acting cute..i think YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ACTING CUTE LOR..
sorry for pissed off..hmmm..
next sunday i must go out enjoy with my NOOB GANG..^^..i'm so glad that when all of my friend forgone me but you all still willing to by my side..hmmm..appreciate it..
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