Friday, March 27, 2009
♥ Dilemma...exhausted...><
dilemma keep happen in my life...every decisions that made by me...feel like incorrect...
afraid of wrong decisions which could bring impact to others...
because of all this dilemma...i rather escape from the real world...avoid from making decisions...
since when i become so timid? i'm just dont want have any arguement in my life...i feel tire to see people argue with each other...
i keep think and think...try to fgure it out why people in this world will become like that...what kind of decision which can get a balance between people and people?...a balance which can avoid arguement and have a happy ending...tolerance this word appeared in my mind...in some circumstances tolerance need to be used...whoo...tire...=.=...growing older and older...naives cannot happen in my age now...now i know that ''mask'' is important to human...so that people dont know what your are planning...that's horrible...but i believe that some people still using their ''true appearance or attitude'' instead of putting a mask...
tiring...grandma admitted to hospital again...mum stay at hospital to take car of her...
in other words, i need to responsible to my brother and take care him...that's stress man...~~...
need to stop here...HOUSE WORK...=.=...realise that my mum is good in doing house work...U R THE BEST...^^
afraid of wrong decisions which could bring impact to others...
because of all this dilemma...i rather escape from the real world...avoid from making decisions...
since when i become so timid? i'm just dont want have any arguement in my life...i feel tire to see people argue with each other...
i keep think and think...try to fgure it out why people in this world will become like that...what kind of decision which can get a balance between people and people?...a balance which can avoid arguement and have a happy ending...tolerance this word appeared in my mind...in some circumstances tolerance need to be used...whoo...tire...=.=...growing older and older...naives cannot happen in my age now...now i know that ''mask'' is important to human...so that people dont know what your are planning...that's horrible...but i believe that some people still using their ''true appearance or attitude'' instead of putting a mask...
tiring...grandma admitted to hospital again...mum stay at hospital to take car of her...
in other words, i need to responsible to my brother and take care him...that's stress man...~~...
need to stop here...HOUSE WORK...=.=...realise that my mum is good in doing house work...U R THE BEST...^^
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